This is my experience with Anja and APM, its a long and very personal story…

Anja and me met by accident in the mountains of Slovenia in April 2016. This was a time of change!

For around 12 years I was suffering from dysmenorrhoe (very VERY veeeeeery painful menstruation with cramps up to the point of loss of consciousness).
Nothing I had tried, neither any treatments/pills from school medicine nor complementary/natural medicine, had helped me in the long run. I was taking herbs for years that helped a bit, and trying so many things that helped me in short terms (acupuncture, massages, yoga etc).
I was desperately trying to find the cause for the excruciating pain I had to experience monthly but could not get there with any medicine or treatment that was available to me. Neither in Germany, nor in Australia nor in Thailand or the US. You see, my way of pain goes a very long way.
After 10 years I had to somehow become used to this pain, reoccurring and striking me down 3-5 days of the month.
This was a very very tough time, especially psychologically. How to accept to have such pain as if I was giving birth monthly? Normal work, travels or life was not possible and very little people in my surroundings had the possibility and will to understand and support me in this. I hated the time of bleeding and wished more and more in my life, I hadn’t been born as a woman but as a man.
I suffered years from depression and self hatred. I was so disconnected from myself that I was in a constant fight with my body and my mind.

THEN I met Anja!

The first time in my life, I was again suffering from intense pain while menstruation, a human REALLY helped me. The treatment was gentle and soft. My mind went crazy tough. I was used that pain was treated with stronger pain and my mind was giving me a lot of nonsense while Anja worked on me.
After 15 minutes, the pain was gone up to 90%…
I could not believe it!
Suddenly I could talk and think and speak while I was bleeding like a normal human.
And we did talk! She made lots of things clear to me, with her soft voice and appearance but amazing strong character and absolutely logic arguments.
I needed to start working on myself again, getting out of the victim state I put myself in.
With help of her, I was able to do that.
She emphasized clearly that it is not HER healing ME. It is ME healing MYSELF with the help of her. That she will try to balance and so-to-say ‘reset’ me so I can start working on it from a point where it has chances.

So we started weekly treatment sessions. For 3-4 Months I was coming to Domzale once a week.
I had to watch myself very well to give Anja answers to the questions she had about my daily life and behavior. It really helped me to reflect on conditions I hadn’t seen before and with that to bring up destructive behavior patterns. One of them was the wish to not live a life as a woman. With this came a rather unconscious feeling of not wanting to have children and not wanting to repeat the life of my grandmother and mother of giving up myself for others.
With this to be seen, I could start working on how this wish and feeling affected me and finally come to terms with acceptance of living life in a female body and appreciating the possibilities ad gifts that come with it.

In July I had my very first period without herbs, without fear and without pain!
I remember sending Anja a textmessage: “Dear Anja, I am still in awe! I had a period without pain!!! In so many years this is the first time it happens, I am overwhelmed. I’d love to come for further therapy this week and see you.”

Which I did. And it felt right and good to keep going, if I didn’t have to leave and go back to Germany for studies.
In the time Anja and me worked together, we became friends. So close friends I could call her my sister. This is how strongly I feel.

And another addition, while being with the treatment, my inner wish to receive a child grew strongly. Although I had tried to get pregnant befor it never worked.
In August, I did get pregnant and we are waiting for our child to be born in May. All looks good and healthy.

Thank you Anja! Thank you APM! And thank me 🙂
I am able to live a life that I always dreamed of.

May you be blessed.

This is my experience with Anja and APM, its a long and very personal story…

Anja and me met by accident in the mountains of Slovenia in April 2016. This was a time of change!

For around 12 years I was suffering from dysmenorrhoe (very VERY veeeeeery painful menstruation with cramps up to the point of loss of consciousness).
Nothing I had tried, neither any treatments/pills from school medicine nor complementary/natural medicine, had helped me in the long run. I was taking herbs for years that helped a bit, and trying so many things that helped me in short terms (acupuncture, massages, yoga etc).
I was desperately trying to find the cause for the excruciating pain I had to experience monthly but could not get there with any medicine or treatment that was available to me. Neither in Germany, nor in Australia nor in Thailand or the US. You see, my way of pain goes a very long way.
After 10 years I had to somehow become used to this pain, reoccurring and striking me down 3-5 days of the month.
This was a very very tough time, especially psychologically. How to accept to have such pain as if I was giving birth monthly? Normal work, travels or life was not possible and very little people in my surroundings had the possibility and will to understand and support me in this. I hated the time of bleeding and wished more and more in my life, I hadn’t been born as a woman but as a man.
I suffered years from depression and self hatred. I was so disconnected from myself that I was in a constant fight with my body and my mind.

THEN I met Anja!

The first time in my life, I was again suffering from intense pain while menstruation, a human REALLY helped me. The treatment was gentle and soft. My mind went crazy tough. I was used that pain was treated with stronger pain and my mind was giving me a lot of nonsense while Anja worked on me.
After 15 minutes, the pain was gone up to 90%…
I could not believe it!
Suddenly I could talk and think and speak while I was bleeding like a normal human.
And we did talk! She made lots of things clear to me, with her soft voice and appearance but amazing strong character and absolutely logic arguments.
I needed to start working on myself again, getting out of the victim state I put myself in.
With help of her, I was able to do that.
She emphasized clearly that it is not HER healing ME. It is ME healing MYSELF with the help of her. That she will try to balance and so-to-say ‘reset’ me so I can start working on it from a point where it has chances.

So we started weekly treatment sessions. For 3-4 Months I was coming to Domzale once a week.
I had to watch myself very well to give Anja answers to the questions she had about my daily life and behavior. It really helped me to reflect on conditions I hadn’t seen before and with that to bring up destructive behavior patterns. One of them was the wish to not live a life as a woman. With this came a rather unconscious feeling of not wanting to have children and not wanting to repeat the life of my grandmother and mother of giving up myself for others.
With this to be seen, I could start working on how this wish and feeling affected me and finally come to terms with acceptance of living life in a female body and appreciating the possibilities ad gifts that come with it.

In July I had my very first period without herbs, without fear and without pain!
I remember sending Anja a textmessage: “Dear Anja, I am still in awe! I had a period without pain!!! In so many years this is the first time it happens, I am overwhelmed. I’d love to come for further therapy this week and see you.”

Which I did. And it felt right and good to keep going, if I didn’t have to leave and go back to Germany for studies.
In the time Anja and me worked together, we became friends. So close friends I could call her my sister. This is how strongly I feel.

And another addition, while being with the treatment, my inner wish to receive a child grew strongly. Although I had tried to get pregnant befor it never worked.
In August, I did get pregnant and we are waiting for our child to be born in May. All looks good and healthy.

Thank you Anja! Thank you APM! And thank me 🙂
I am able to live a life that I always dreamed of.

May you be blessed.